April 2011
There’s something about attractive men holding Ginger babies while singing radiohead that makes me smile. A lot.
March 2011
“Evil is the premeditated choice to be a dick”
– Jason Stackhouse
From class to trash. Glad you’ve learned how to upgrade. Hope you’re happy with your psyco, I know I’m happy for you. Pretty fantastic.
Damsel
I’m sick of being rescued, let me be my own hero.
Bull
I’m begining to realize that everything, and everyone, all of the daily crisis and drama, it’s all just bullshit. None of it really matters. But we make it matter, we want it to matter so we can feel important, involved. It could be a rumor, a boyfriend, a failing class, or self-inflicted pain. None of it matters. Ten years from now we’ll have trouble remembering the names of the...
“Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can’t hear….so we can get...”
– Dashboard confessional
“Our words are hushed, let’s not get busted. Just lay entwined here,...”
“god sees everything” “that’s just an advertisment”
– The great gatsby
Little monsters come to a glorious rescue
I love seeing people the way they truely are. Sometimes it’s beautiful, and other times it’s monstrous. But no matter who you are, you have a little bit of both in you. People are selfish, rude, selfrighteous liars. But they can also be filled with kindness and loyalty, compassion and a willingness to be there no matter what. I want to be the best of what’s inside of me. And...
“For what troubles a grown-up will never trouble a child”
– Peter pan
I’ve noticed carrying a wig and wighead through an apartment complex probably looked strange.
Home
I always feel like I want to go home. Even when I am at my place of residence. Where is my home? Of all the places I’ve lived or people I’ve lived with, I still haven’t established where home is. Or who my real family is. Or what it means to love and be loved. Teach me.
I’m starting to believe that anything is possible. Healing is possible. Love is possible. Joy? I’m feeling it right now. Pure joy. Best three weeks of this school year.
MOM
SPEAKING WITH AN AWFUL FAKE HISPANIC ACCENT WILL NOT HELP THE MEXICANS UNDERSTAND YOU.
In my family,
We react to matnance men knocking at our door with “SHIT BRO, HIDE THE DRUGS”. I hate life.
I can’t hold both ends of the tightrope for you anymore.
“I hope she’s a fool. That’s the best thing a girl can be in this...”
– Daisy- the great gatsby
K bro.
Everything you say drags me down, everything you do puts me into a depression. Every time I try to make things right it’s me who’s “in the wrong”. I’m starting to realize that your friendship is you using me up then blaming me when things don’t go your way. Everything is my fault when you ditch me, everything is my fault when you hurt me, everything is my fault...
So I was watching hot shots the other night. It made me wonder about how Charlie sheen got as far down as he did. Does everyone go crazy when fame gets to their heads?
“The tall blonde let’s out a cry of dispair, “would’ve cut it...”
– Fairytale
You thought.
You thought you could play me again.
Not this time.
You thought I’d just drop everything to make you happy.
Not this time.
You thought you had me wrapped around your finger so tight that it was cutting of the circulation.
Not this time.
What’s wrapped around you, punk, is that web of insecurity, a tangled mess of your constant need for attention and approval. And love.
Which is...
Phone dates with Ashley make lonely nights better. <3 I miss you
“The American dream is alive and well, it’s just harder to find.”
Happy
I love the feeling I get when he smiles as we kiss.
“This is the part where you find out who you are, and your friends, those...”
– Whoever she is- the Maine.
Honestly
I think if you understood that I know what you’re playing at, and that I’m not just a dumb girl, you’d realize what you lost. So here’s to you, kid. Hope she finds out you’re a liar, a cheat, and actually worthless in life, as well as in the bedroom.
“Our scars remind us of where we’ve been, they don’t have to dictate...”
